How can I explain how he changed my life. My outlook and my goals all have been changed, modified and tweaked. My awareness and focus are totally intuned to him. I feel rejuvenated and with purpose like never before.
So this is what true love is. That kind of love that expects nothing back, and gives it all. My son takes my breath away, he fills my heart with joy and hope. No longer sarcastic, pessimestic.
I was priveldged to witness when he lifted his head for the first time, when he started walking by himself grabbing on things and when he learned how to wave bye bye.
He is growing up so fast!
I strain my memory to remember his firsts: his bath, his solid food, words, etc. This is why I write, to remember, to witness.